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Just Starting
Sometimes I feel like I’m being crushed by waves over and over and over again and I can’t seem to get up and catch my breath. These waves being my anxiety, depression, and overwhelming social anxiety. And these waves keep coming and coming and I just get weaker by every hit and slam against the sand. This endless cycle of me trying to get up before the next wave comes, but I’m never fast or strong enough. In the end I have given up… now I’m sinking into the deep sea off myself anxiety, depression, and social anxiety. I’m drowning- suffocation taking over, no more air circulating to my brain. Finally I can no longer worry about these things that felt so big that now seem so small. Deeper, deeper I go into the see you, and I will no longer see one another as I seep down into the dark sea no longer to be seen again. I finally feel free from those crashing waves, I no longer have to fight for something that is no longer needed because I finally found it. It was so simple. Lesson learned don’t fight the waves, embrace them and they will embrace you. Welcoming you, and in the end you feel relief and calming sensation you’ve been longing for. You may feel like you’re drowning but in reality you just starting living in your owning happiness.
BY:Marisa Chau
