Patience is being testing and it hasn't even begun. A life a strenuous movements, by me, none. The life of a mother is sweet in thought but the trails and tribulations are never a sort. The pain you feel only you can feel, the sleepless nights can't be counted on the chin, just have to get up and move on no time to cry. Where have the days and weeks gone. You wonder why! These four little eyes look up with nothing but smiles. The love felt makes it distant for a while but when the night comes it just suddenly reappears. The pain that's felt including the fears. You give so much and receive so little. The jokes on you as you feel belittled. As they grow I grow and we become stronger too the notion settles in, we actually don't need you. Your sometimish negative and selfish ways. Sometimes I wish I would have left you astray. Your talk is cheap and angers me to the core. But still I try to let u give more. But as I wait I realise its nothing but a bore. We laugh til we cry when your not near, that's our life and its not fair. I had a dream you just weren't there. So now my choices have got me here but its not the end nor is it near. I have a long life ahead of me....steadily. You gave me that readily. Just the three of us now to reach to sky, sky's the limit and I'm reaching up high.