I sat there staring at the floor
I can hear the blood dropping
Where did it all go wrong?
I hide behind my smile
All this time and space
It never occured to me that
Life as I know it would cease to exist
I sat there staring at the floor
My blood dripping from my arm
Splash splash I hear it there it goes
The tears start to fall there is no escape
I realize I have sealed my own fate
I tried running I tried staying
Nothing to hold on to nothing there
I am trying to explain but silence remains
I sat there staring at the floor
I can hear my secrets being revealed
Nothing remains to be seen
This complicated mess I am in
Has engulfed my entire being
I lay on the floor curled up into a ball
This is me and my existence
I knew happiness wasn't real
I sat there staring at the floor
Looking at this poor girl
That was once me an empty shell
I tried to fix it all and I failed
This is all jumbled inside me
I am sorry to the girl on the floor
Outside my body in the turmoil of it all
I sat there staring at the floor
My blood flowing around me
Where did it all go wrong?