I smile while the tears slowly flow inside
Drowning me in my own heartache.
My own image seems to betray me.
There is nothing inside me left to hold on to.
I told you my secrets out loud.
While my world spinned out of control.
You hold my hand while the flashbacks
Hit me one by one steadily making
Every part of my body jerk until
My ribs are bruised: Black and Blue.
Inside me I hold the memories of a living hell.
And yet today you say
"It's all going to be okay?" I see it all in your eyes,
I know you are telling me lies.
Every part of me wants to let go,
But yet today for you,
For my sanity.
I smile, bruised ribs and all.
Keep telling myself secret lies
Behind these eyes.
~*~Kesha~*~