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I want the pain to disappear.

I want the pain to go away.

I want the pain that I cause myself.

I want the pain my heart endures.

I want the pain to vanish.

I want the pain to play its own game.

I want the pain to die.

I want the pain to affect someone else.

I want the pain to stop right now.



I want to runaway from myself.

I want to runaway from the lies.

I want to runaway from the abuse.

I want to runaway from love.

I want to runaway from god and satan.

I want to runaway from the hate inside.



I need to cut away the pain inside.

I need to cut the angry out.

I need to cut the emotions that I feel.

I need to cut the rape and evil out of me.

I need to cut me to make you hate me.

I need to cut me to scare you away.



I am shaking because I am yearning for my addiction.

I am shaking because I want to be safe.

I am shaking because I fear myself.

I am shaking because I am angry and tired.

I am shaking because of the child in me.

I am shaking because I want my life to be good.

I am shaking because I know I want to die.

I am shaking because I am hiding behind my smile.



~Kesha~