Falling hard for nothing inside

Crying inside myself.

Hoping the end will come soon.

I don't want help anymore.

People who help always hurt.

Hurt me in the end.

I feel used all the time.

I take a shower and im still

not clean.

I fell hard for love.

Love left my heart.

But I keep giving.

My mother doesnt hear me.

Noone hears my pain.

I hide it all behind this smile.

Something I can't even explain.

I never wanted this.

I'm playing with fire inside.

I want to burn the life inside.

I am going out of my mind.

This is no surprise to anyone.

The pain inside cant be measured.

Many men...I am still beaten.

I am still bleeding.

More then 50 maybe less then a 100.

I have to cut now...Angry and tears.

No handling...Manic...

Hate...Hate oneself...Hate oneself...

~Kesha~

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