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The phone rings.

I know in my heart its you.

I smile from ear to ear.

I pick up the phone.

I hear your voice say my name.



I take a deep breath.

The tears appear in my eyes.

I cry happy tears for you.

As you say the things you say.

The love fills my heart and no voids are there.



You ask me why I am crying.

I laugh and told you that you were silly.

Trying to hide my tears.

I tell you to hold on I needed tissues.

I can hear you singing while I am in the bathroom.



The intercom is on and I cry even harder.

You call me your babygirl.

That was always my nicname from you.

I felt happiness for the first time I met you.

When you rubbed my cheek with your hand.



I closed my eyes and felt your touch.

I couldn't describe the love and joy inside.

I didn't want to pick up the phone.

While you sung a song that we shared.

I remember when you held me tightly.



You said you would never let go.

When I thought you were asleep.

I whispered the words I love you.

But I have been so damaged.

But I still love you my love.



I watched as you slept with your arms around me.

I grinned because you looked like a innocent child.

Everything to me seemed to be perfect about you.

I relaxed when you whispered soflty that you loved me.

I smiled in my dreams and in my heart.



I knew I wasn't scared anymore.

We just laid there in the dusk hours.

Laughing and telling our most inner secrets.

Then you looked in my eyes, and my heart danced.

You said will you be my everything?



I laughed and said yes, and asked the same question.

Then you said good because if you would have said no.

I would have died inside, and felt no survivial inside me.

I kissed you and said I love you.



You got up and I was left there under the sheets.

Smiling because I knew you loved me.

The phone rung and you were asked for.

So I got up and went in the bathroom to get you.

As you talked on the phone I studied your towel and body.



The whole time you were blowing kisses my way.

I caught each one of them.

Then you said you had to go.

I couldn't figure out why.

You kissed me and left.



Something inside me knew the truth.

I found out that you were already married to another woman.

My insides went numb as I saw you kiss her.

The same as you kissed me before.

Then the kids came to hug you.



Four kids, I knew you had to adopt.

Lesbian relationships are great.

But ours simply flowed away.

I didn't tell you I found out.

I was expecting you to tell me.



But you kissed me again and said you had to work.

My heart sunk to the floor.

I cried in the shower.

Washed all the pain down the drain.

I smiled at you and kissed you.



I wrote you a letter.

To tell you goodbye.

I will always love you.

But our future is nevermore.



The phone rings.

I know in my heart it is you.

I cry my silent tears.

While the answer machine plays.

Leave a message, I hear you say my name



~Kesha~