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Trying to escape
Trying to escape the point of expiration
Not understanding why this is happening.
In your head you’re like oh my god.
Is this me is this what happens to me at night.
Fear doesn’t subside inside you.
Although you hate what happens
It is a part of you that you need and urn.
Someday you might escape but then it’s hard
To know where to go or where to turn.
You make like this perfect plan to escape him one day.
But every night the world isn’t yours so you go away in your head
Trying to escape the pain, the reality of it all.
But then look at you, everyone thinks you're perfect
You smile everyday to push people away.
But then your heart is kind and so you endure the
Burden of people finding out your history, your pain.
Everyone needs help sometimes. So that’s what you do.
You help them but then at the end of the day.
You can’t help yourself escape.
Looking in the mirror you see an image of yourself
You touch your face with the tears coming down.
You don’t even know why you cry.
But then you think this isn’t me this is not my pain.
I am happy and that is what I am trying to obtain.
You know soon that your door will open.
In comes the boogie man.
That you love all so much.
There is no control, no anger and no hate.
All in your eyes there is hurt.
Expiration of yourself.
