Oh God
I’ve fucked and sucked so much cock today
Cum stained paper towels wrapped in torn foreskin
Back arched
They beg, nay, scream with wonderful strangeness of papier-mâché smiles
For the next hit
But I’ve got nothing left and motorcycle engine roars
Dark gray smoke cough of dark gray nothing
I sit and ponder the next earthquake where
Head to toe, covered in envy and reflection
She kindly says no
And perfection’s sandy side somehow returns
There is a fire that still burns
But Oh My Lord
Did we not learn the lessons of the higher kind
More than enough and less than love
Where hate begets a child of
Her knowledge how dark these rooms can get
And we pretend, not yet, not yet
But fire rages on and on
The woman scorns but hell still furies
And between the lines
Another quiet moment lies
Where ghosts still meet, where children run
Where like the last one he still cums
With grin and grit and words of paragraphs of what’s to come
Though she well knows – he’s all alone
It never stops nor ends nor quits
But does deceive and nods its head and says ok
We’re gonna all be dead someday
Still Boston cold, still Fenway park with snow and nothing but endless dark
Their drenched feet melt the pavement concrete
He knows, she knows
The fire that cannot let go
Oh God, why is this so
Jane post heroin - or was it
Jane post heroin - or was it Erin 2.0? Shit. She wore a beautiful summer dress
too often.