How the fuck am I supposed to go on living?
I know I messed up but you don't have to be so damn unforgiving.
I know you didn't ask for me,
But I'm not exactly overfilled with glee.
So I've decided to set us both free.
I shut the bathroom door,
Just like I've done so many times before.
But don't you worry, I won't come out anymore.
For the last time I look into the mirror,
And the whole world seems a little bit clearer.
After a minute or two, I come out of my daze,
And I take one final gaze.
I head to the shower
And I let the water run.
But I don't jump in until it's completely done.
It may be filled to the rim
But I'm not planning on taking a swim.
I prepare to make myself a threat...
So here I go, my feet are wet.
Before I know it, I'm up to my neck
In a minute I'll be nothing but a wreck.
Slowly, my head goes under
And all of a sudden, I hear the thunder.
Now the water is over my head,
But this time it's not something I dread.
The final drop of water encompasses me,
And that's the way I would want it to be.
OMG! I love it..its the best I've heard yet..continue to write because I love your poetry...
You know they say when a person drowns they hear music...and mirrors don't lie so therefore music would be such a soothing sound after you see yourself for what you really are.