Stumble upon pages, that I never learned to finish
Hear the thumping and the band calling, from a thrown away key.
My body crumbles and I see the heart near my wrist
And all along I stagger, while hopes and thoughts fail me.
Climb into a bed made for one lonely being.
Play some music that I've heard a million different times.
Say something that hides the pain, that I have been seeing.
And all along I fade, into a list of forgotten sighs.
Maybe if I wear my hair like this I'll be okay.
Maybe if I put this make-up on I'll love myself more.
Maybe if I fake a smile you won't see my blade
That I've pushed into my very own back, to rip out my core.
Bandage my heart and give more chances
I heard you liked the way my mind works, in circles and in doubt
My, how you can make so many subtle enhances,
And all along, I study, the way your face fades in and out.
Crumble pages and pretend they don't exist
I played with temptation, and let my mind play dirty
You crept beside me and began to insist
That all along you held, that thrown away key.
Maybe if I move more I'll be alright.
Maybe if I get a lift, I'll be fucking pretty.
Maybe if I tell you that I don't want to fight
You'll finally realize I'm nothing that you need.
Start from scratch.
Understand I'm just young.
I don't want it to hatch.
I'm sorry but I'll just bite my tongue.
Damn!
I don't wanna hatch either! - nice write. I'm just young. Shit yeah only I'm just old. Insert chuckle, chuckle and a tee hee here. A stirring write anyone in a relationship can glean wisdom from with agreement and a nod. - allets -