thank you

as i stare at the overflowing pile of clothes

trying to figure out how to fit in my latest burden

it occurs to me how amazing you are

how you've always done the laundry



drying tears, keeping them in pairs of smiling eyes like

pairs of folded socks

i see even more how caring you are

how you're never too exhausted to help



i know sometimes it seems no one appreciates

it seems you are taken for granted

but the times i treat you the worst

are just me hating what i've done, hating myself



when i see the looks of disappointment

i am overwhelmed with self-loathing, regret

something snaps, and i feel it's beyond repair

it gets wrongfully taken out on you



after everything that's happened

i don't know where you find  your secret mountain spring

from which you draw the love you show

and one day, i hope to find my own



i am searching, and daily i will happily hike

up the winding uphill path

to return the unconditional love and patience

that have given me the energy to do so.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

(July '07) To Mom...

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