I've tried to find the strength within
The serenity to know peace
But the strange calm of insanity and sin
Keeps me chasing that sweet release
Getting up, stumbling down and back again
Groping the cold dank walls, blind
This twisted fuck is my only friend
Maybe there's no hope to find
Hands reach out, offering assistance
But to me they come as a threat
None of them understand my resistance
The grip of my hand is one theirs won't get
I've been desperately hoping this is all a delusion
But all my mind's eye seeks
Is my only drawn conclusion:
I need that final, sweet release