Maybe being away
from you
just hurts too much.
So maybe I'm trying to
push you out of my heart
You said you'd wait for me,
why?
How do you know
that I'm truly worth it?
I think all this pushing
is making me feel
like I'm backstabbing you.
So far away from you
I just want to hold you
Will you come to me?
I don't care, I'll run to you
So keep your arms open
So you can embrace me
When people ask me
where I want to go most
I have a choice, all over the world
but I tell them
I'll be fine if I
could just be in your arms
You're right there
but then again you're not
I reach out to touch you
but something grabs me
and pulls me away
then your gone again
I torture myself
listening to those sad songs
and I fight the tears that
sting my eyes
sometimes the time flies by
sometimes minutes can go on like years
I can hear the clock ticking
I fall asleep thiking about about you
I've lost all interest in everything
but you
I'm afraid one day
all this loneliness will destroy me
I need someone to hold my
hand and pull me through this
I pray that I'll
see you soon again
It's just so hard being away from you..