Thought I was over the pain
But i's back twice as strong
And I fall, and I crumble
Beneah the crosses I bear
Tears that sting my eyes
Thought's that consume my mind
I don't think I was meant for this
I've spent many nights cryng
Holding myself so dearly
Like a little girl and her doll
Broken and tattered as I am
This is all I know how to be
But I know it needs to change
Sad, but I know it never will
Thought they were rid of me
But I'm back twice as strong
And they break, and hey tremble
Beneath the guilt that they bear
The times that they made me cy
I bring it all to their minds
And I know they can't handle it