It's Thursday night
I'm all alone
No one to call
Nobody home
So here I sit
My mouse in hand
Writing poems
I hope aren't bland
I'm twenty years
No more a teen
But I'm still angsty
If you know what I mean
I've got sad songs
On MP3's
As I smoke a cigarette
And sit on my knees
I don't have a drink
There's nothing to eat
Just me and the keyboard
Isn't life just a treat?
So here I am moping
To a 17 inch screen
Hoping for something
A hero from a dream
How pathetic is this
That I sit here and whine
When I could be with friends
And feeling just fine
But I think I'm bipolar,
Most American's are
We're all bred this way
Both the near and the far
I'm stuck in the south
But the north's just as bad
I miss being home
Miss living with dad
I miss life being easy
I miss not paying bills
I complain way too much
For a girl popping pills
Acctually I'm lying
I don't really take drugs
Just drink lots of liquor
And get lots of hugs
I guess I'm done bitching
Life isn't so bad
I should just get a boyfriend
And quit being sad
There's always tomorrow
Hey, what do you know
I cheered myself up...
Dee, way to go.