Time again I wonder why
Why I lay here
Why I cry
All my questions, without answers
Spread throughout my thoughts like cancers
Where were you in my hurt and pain
Where were you when i couldn't stay sane
When I needed a friend
When I needed to be held
You just never showed up
And I feel as if I was failed
Just forgotten and lost
Thrown from your sight
I was easily left behind
Taken out of the spotlight
So again I wonder why I cry
And why I lay here hoping to die
Yet none of my questions will never end
Because you were never there for me
My unfriendly friend