Laying here
Wondering why
Debating wether I am strong enough to do this again
As if you can read my thoughts
I feel you
Smiling
Reaching down and gently rubbing my belly
Laughing to myself as I feel you tumbling around
Not yet kicking
A tear begins to fall
As I realise
Another life
Into this world of uncertainity
More questions then answers
My hand lays still
I can feel you as if You are telling me it will be ok
Watching the other 3
Laughing and playing and even a fight or two
And I know
Inside me right now is another life
A life that is going to be full of love and happiness
Any doubt I ever had
Washed away with that single tear
As I sit up and try to calm the other 3
Laughing and giggling
Fighting and even crying
There is no doubt in my heart
I am going to make this work
We are going to be a family
From 4 of us to 5
As soon as you decide
You have been Inside long enough
So to you my unborn child
I send to you lots of love n kisses
And yes an occasional bump and hug from your brothers n sister
psssssssssst... may be safer to stay inside ... lol