Why cant i forget and forgive
why is it every time i hear your name
i just want to hide
i thought we had something
in your arms i felt safe
like no harm could come to me
little did i know itd be your arms that hurt me
you held me so tenderly after our son died
then turned around and ripped my heart apart
your words so rough
your hand wouldnt have hurt so bad
but still we married
another child we had
i was hoping once he was here
but it wasnt to be
the drinking
the fighting
the bruises
i wanted to yell i wanted to cry
but i held it all in til one day
one day i wanted to die
i looked at the boys
and i knew
it was either me or you
so out i threw you
no more i said
but even now
you arent here
i still can hear the words.. feel the pain
is it ever gonna go away
can i ever learn to trust a man again
or as you walked out the door that day..
.....did you take my trust away