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'Smile' is to 'Scream' as 'Happy' is to me
What happened?
When I was younger I didn't care
I would run around naked
Not even worrying about the stares
I would say what I want to say
Do what I want to do, without worry
And even if people said anything
I would say something stupid and scurry
But now... now i feel like i cant be happy
I cant go back, to those days
Now after I trying and trying again,I give up
I think my mind's a huge maze
More and more was added to my maze
It would get harder everyday
Before my maze was very simple
And i would get through it nice and safe
But now I don't even want to try anymore
Now they get really really tough
Even last year i got out with a couple of bruises
But now, I've had enough
I tried to tell my parents about it
But they wont try to hear me weep
They say its 'just teenage hormones'
Every night i cry myself to sleep
I don't really have any friends to help
Plus they aren't really there for me
They just sit there and say mean stuff
There just there but not really for me
I wish i could turn back time
To the old days, old times, things i used to do
But those old days are gone
Why cant I be too?
