Confusion Cleared

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Test Driving Love

I know you want me, you're always saying.
You love teasing me, but what does that prove?
Endless temptations, so unescesary.
You piss me off so bad I want to scream!
Like my libido controls my friendship.
God forbid I could ever really see you.
The amazing qualities you posess in excess.
Smart, funny, unpredictable, kind, loving.
Could you give me any less credit?
Don't even tell me I don't frustrate you.
You are too eager to jump down my throat.
Since I stepped down the flirting to friendship.
You are strange with me, scared or bored.
Not really my problem to solve strange girl.
Makes me worry about you a bit, I'll admit.
Who the hell taught you your value was thus?
Didn't you ever wish for more than adoration?
Creature from a lost generation in cyberspace.
Happier in a fantasy relationship, intimacy free.
No real life scared to death, shaking imperfect love.
My heart bleeds for your loss, your inexperience.
Experiences change us, from day to day to day.
Teaching us to trust ourselves, to take that leap.
Compromises, are essential in real life romance.
Never are a part of online dating scenarios.
An unrealistic build-up, life can't measure up.
How I wish for you a different situation my friend.
Now I will settle for your confusion, and your love.

 

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