By Taylor Springs
4/29/13
Temporary love is where I specialize
I know how to fade away just right
Practice makes perfect, is the phrase
And I’ve had too much practice moving on
Goodbye is something I know how to say
I’ve learned through the years
That we often don’t ask for help because
We are afraid of rejection
We’re terrified to be cast aside
But I can tell
In a clairvoyant sort of way when I am needed
I’m not careful in who I help
Because I don’t need to be
I do not need protection
Because I am temporary
I move on before it is too late
I move on before I want to stay
It’s the perfect way to live, I think
To say hello, and assume goodbye
Because eventually I will decide to go
I’m not lying or hiding that fact
Someday will be my departure
You will need to cope with that
But just know,
I won’t go
Until I know you’ve grown enough
To be stable without me here
Don’t let the fear of losing me hold you back
The time I spend here is for healing you
I beg for you to take advantage of that
For I am the daily affirmation
That you receive somehow
I’m the one you choose to turn to
Because I made a promise to be there
I will help you grow your wings
And fly to where you are supposed to be
My words will get you through the hardest nights
And you will lean on me
During the worst times
But I’ll always prop you back up again
I will not allow you to get attached
For I know how it will end
And I care too much to see you hurt
My temporary friend
For now
I am yours and you are mine
and that is subject to change
But when I go,
I’ll make sure you don’t need me anymore
You might claim to ache for me
But that is only because I am comfortable and warm
I am not your necessity, I am forever brief
I do my job and then I go
Temporary love, is me
I am the band-aid until your wounds fade
I am there to smile and tell you everything is okay
But as soon as the scar has formed
And you re-learn how to laugh
I’ll carefully back away and fade out
I have learned to be good at that
Because temporary means just for awhile
And I am temporary love
But don’t worry, I’ll leave carefully and turn the light on, on my way out
So that if you see me go and try to follow
You won’t fall down
And if you ever need me again
The light will lead you to where I can be found
temporary love
i feel this way alot these days good work