Saturday Night Fever;
and, at college with her,
those Saturday night absences
she could not plausibly explain
during Sunday morning exhaustions:
all of this became a prelude of sorts
to Monday afternoon, January 9th,
the slow walk through gray snow-slush
to an awkward lunch
and her blurted parting words,
severing me from her presence,
severing me from my own past,
gouging into my soul such a wound
that suppurated emotion,
bleeding around the edges,
for one month less than fifteen years.
Starward
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