Broken down so many times,
and each time I tried to fix myself,
and each time I stepped closer to the ledge,
each time I called for help and no one came.
"Save me", I would cry,
then I'd slip a little more.
"Help me", I'd whisper,
and I would fall a little faster.
You tried to grab my hand once,
and I pushed myself further,
afraid that you were just like all the other's,
and I blamed you for my pain.
I fell and almost drowned,
and you held out your safety net
before I touched the water but I refused to use it.
"You're just playing games,"
"I'm just a joke to you, your personal entertainment,"
"You don't really care," My mind would tell me.
Ribs breaking from the pressure,
lungs now collapsing,
heart slowed to almost a complete stop,
too late to turn back now.
Still I see your hand reaching for me,
ready to pull me up,
all I have to do is unclench my fists,
reach out just a little.
But can I let go long enough to be saved?
Stop running if at least for a second?
Very,very trite and cliched
Very,very trite and cliched