She Says

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she says everyone hates her

but i showed her i didn't

she says they all left her

but i tried so hard to hold on

she says no one ever wanted to get close to her

but she pushed me so hard when i tried

she says no one could get passed her walls

but i seen right through her



i tried so hard not to let her go

but no matter what i do she pushed further

im giving up on her

i get the point

she wants depression

she wants hate

i cant stop her emotions

i cant make her happy

no one can

she wont let them



she says shes so happy now

but shes going to do it again

she says she still wants to be friends

but shes still hideing from me



shes the coward

shes the one who makes her life that

she doesn't want happiness

wont let anyone give it to her

she doesn't want a heaven

wont take a step to find it



im through with her

im giving up

she gave up on me and let me fall

im still standing here waiting

but she doesnt care

goodbye my old friend

i let go of you with only one regret

that you never saw a real life

that you never let yourself

that i couldn't make you see it

goodbye, you never were my angel

not even my invisable angel

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I'm glad you never gave up, no matter how hard I pushed, I'm sorry I hurt you