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in the night i stand

i watch the world sleep

pain in my heart

tears in my eyes

using everything i have

to restrain myself from turning away

i see your eyes

your not really there

but i can see you

your heart

i can feel it beating in my hands

the warm blood

i can feel it

as it trickles through my fingertips

as is coils around my wrists

as it slowly reaches the ground in puddles

have i done wrong?

have i pushed you away?

is this really what you want?

can i not make you happy?

i turn away in shame

thought you would be there for me

thought i was what you wanted

am i not enough for you

is it because im not pretty?

is it because i dont make you happy?

is it because im not right there by your side?

i watch the blade

deeper and deeper

you push your rusted blade into my heart

i turn my head and help you

sliceing at my wrist

not only is your blood running down my arm

now so is mine

do you care?

are you just going to watch?

are you going to help me?

or will you pull me from the romance

and take the blade from my hand?

hold me and tell me everything will be ok

like you once did

tell me i am all you ever wanted

like you once did

let me know that you will catch me

and not just watch me fall

like you once did

or are you really going to push me off the the edge?

my hand is slipping..

you dont have time to question your heart

will you catch me?