The Girl Who Held it All Back

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so many things keep happening

so many things gone wrong

but this is the girl who held it all back

she thought she was doing no harm

one day passed by

her best friend died

she thought it was good

to hold it inside

the next day passed

her relationship didnt last

she thought it was good

to become the outcast

another day gone

shes still all alone

she never realized

the things she had done

she got tired of being the only one

so everyday she cried herself so sleep

woke up the next morning tried to get out of it cheep

she cut herself one way and cut herself another

nobody understood her nobody ever botherd

she cut for so long that it became addicting

untill she met her lover, then cutting was restricting

she tried to hold it back but it only made it worse

it haunted her for life, it quickly became a curse

soon it overtook her it was somethinf she couldnt controll

she needed something to help her, something to fill her whole

shes still the girl who held it all back

she still cries herself to sleep this very day

shes still wishing things didnt have to be that way

shes still holding it all back

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Trista Calderara's picture

why hold it back? why not just let it go?

Trista Calderara's picture

ok that came out wrong. disregard previous statement. what i meant is, you should'nt have to hold it back, because you should b able to find something to take away that pain so you're not hurting, you shouldn't have any pain to hold back, you should b happy. That's what I meant