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Trista i read your poems you posted
and i hold back my tears
try not to cry
am i the cause of all of this?
did i really take your heart out of your chest?
did i really pirce it that deep?
you claim to have loved him
then when you talk to me
you always say you didnt
are you just saying that?
are you hideing your emotions from me?
trying not to hurt me?
do you love him really?
you write it
but you say you dont
are you lieing to me?
it wont hurt if you tell me you do
only if you do and tell me you dont
im sorry
sorry what i took from you
sorry for what you dont have
im sorry that you keep looking for it,
and i have it
it hurts you to even think about it you say
to think that i am with him
is that because you really do love him?
is it because you are hideing it?
why do you think you need to hide from me?
your like a sister to me
i do not want to hurt you
i dont want you to have to hide from me
i want to be there for you
will you let me?
at the time, you thought I was hiding that I still loved Mike, and I really believe I didn't. Or maybe I was just hiding the truth from both of us, I'll never know. I held onto the pain and the memories and the bitterness for far too long, and writing was my release, it wasn't cuz I still loved him. I always thought you two had more of a chance together than he and I did, and it never mattered to me how much I hurt as long as he was happy. I never meant to hide anything from you, I hope you know this.
We shall see if she comes through but I doubt it.
Asheron Fireshadow