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new shit to mike hideing behind your walls
you think no one can get in
you think no one cares
shes trying to hold on
but you push her so hard
like you pushed me
alone, you think it's better that way
put on that mask and expect no one to see it
you're not fooling anyone
we all see past your lies
your the one stopping yourself from happiness
your hideing from love
i give up
not careing anymore
can't make you belive
can't get you to trust
you wont take a chance
wont take a step closer
dead already
but because you want that
holding so much pain
because you refusse to let it go
i dont want to help
because you've pushed me too far
dont want to care
because you care for nothing anyway
stuck in your darkness
while im happy in the lights
theres nothing i can do for you
no one can help you
you're alone because you want to be
so i'll leave you alone
wont give any help
i turn my back to you
walk away, i wont watch
Look I won't just give up. I'm not quitting, I am just slowing down. I have so much more to worry about right now then falling in love. My time will come when it comes and I am okay with that. I know you and everyone else wants to see me happy, but I just found out I am a daddy. There is nothing else in the world that matters to me right now. I am honestly happy. I mean think of it this way... I have spent my whole life looking for a reason for me to be here, and I found it. The first time I was at my daughters house, and she kept showing off her toys, and hollering "Daddy look, daddy look" I was honestly happy. Whe she came and sat in my lap by herself... That is when I found my whole world. Like I said, I don't need anyone right now, and I am okay with that. I am honestly happy. I found the best thing in the world, my daughter. Everything else I can waite for, she is my life and my world, my whole reason to live and that makes it all worth while. Trust me you will completly understand when you have you little boy or girl. I know my life isn't complet till I find the right woman to share it with, but Right now I have reason to be here, and because of hailey I will always have a reason to be here, if I find a gf or not I still have something to be happy about. I go to sleep everynight with a smile on my face now and wake up with one too because I am a daddy. Nothing else matters. So belive me when I say I didn't give up, and I wont give up either. I just slowed down.
Asheron Fireshadow
What do you do when it's hurts to walk away, but it's even more painful to stay? this question I've asked myself ever since I let him into my heart 3 years ago, and I'm no closer to the answer than I was back then