MOONLIGHT REFLECTIONS
(T. Beechey)
I'm sitting here under a flickering light trying to write and make it rhyme
But, every time I reach for the pen, once again your image climbs
Each word I write I second-guess and I can't express the reasons why
Now I'm surrounded by crumpled sheets that are incomplete and the ink's run dry
There has to be an easier way
To relate what lies within my heart
But, as I start, I focus on
All that's gone since we're apart
My last cigarette's a smoldering ash while flashes of you linger above
Each hovers unbroken overhead and, instead of writing, I think about love
I often wonder where you are and, upon each star, I wish you peace
But I can't release my thoughts of you for, when I do, my thoughts increase
There has to be a simpler way
To convey the messages in my soul
A toll is taken each time I speak
Of the peak that's now a vacant hole
The flickering light begins to fade upon this charade I've chose to create
And the longer I wait, I have to admit these unwritten pages secure my fate
The love we shared and I tossed aside...well, I tried but now it's growing clear
I'm sitting here under a flickering light and all I can write is a falling tear
There has to be a better way
To say the things upon my mind
It's so hard to find the words to tell
How well I'm aware what I left behind