THOSE WORDS
(T. Beechey)
I tried to say "I love you" in a melody I played
Which was fated from the start,those words would not be revealed
But as time healed old wounds,I rectified the tune
But I soon came to realize my path to you was sealed
I tried to say "I love you" in a letter that I wrote
They floated round my head,those words,and never reached my pen
And when I was finally able to put those words in ink
The link between was broken,to not be joined again
Three little words,it never occured to me that I could not
Say or at best convey what life itself had taught
I knew the meaning but I was between a shadow and a wall
You never knew I was peeking through,you never saw at all
I tried to say "I love you" in a dream so long ago
But they lingered so,those words,even in my fantasy
When I found the key in reaching those words dangling above
Your love went to another and all alone was me
I tried to say "I love you" in a song I tried to sing
Which didn't ring true,those words just couldn't find a voice
I made a choice to wait,to find what I had lost
But the cost I paid for waiting was never to rejoice
Three little words,I've often heard others use the same
Three little words,but I preferred to play a waiting game
I thought in time I'd climb to reach what was just for me
But instead I just said nothing and what could would never be
I tried to say "I love you" to my image in a nirror
Just to hear if I could say those words just beyond my call
And each time there was silence from what reflected back
So,I dwell in the blackness 'tween the shadow and the wall