Heart, mind, and soul he says
Little does he know
I heard those three words you stumbled
I know, I fell head first
I knew it would turn out for the worst
That night you completely brain fucked me
There is something you didn’t see
I know that your sprit is not gone but in hiding
And your heart is still fighting
You don’t have to believe me
I know what I see
You have been on the edge for a long time
I see it in your forced smile
The one that says,
I am not okay
My mind tells me to walk away
My heart is telling me to stay
I was never suppose to cry in front of you
I should have turned and closed my eyes
Instead of letting you see right though
I don’t like it when people see what’s inside
I knew what was going on
I knew what was going to happen
But here with you
Is where I stand
And that’s why I cant stand
Just to call you friend
You told me I need some one to treat me right
Since then my heart and head are in a fight
Mind telling me to run
My heart telling me to stay
My soul told me what I was doing was wrong
The thing is, we both knew it all along
But you treated me in such away
That makes me want to stay
I am used to being treated like a piece of ass
That’s what scared the shit out of me when you stopped and asked
I had fallen for you
that’s why I didn’t know what to do
By the silence you know
That I had fallen for you
“Oh F***” was your response
By that second my should and mind were gone
My heart was left there bleeding though my tears rolling down my cheek
I didn’t know how to speak
You warned me from the start
That I should be careful about my heart
Not to get attached
That’s something for so many reasons you cant offer
You say if you could, you would change things in a heart beat
And I couldn’t help but stare at you sitting in that seat
A couple drinks, soo good, so far
You have no Idea who I am let alone who you are
I couldn’t talk to you because my heart and mind were so far down
I also have been and in open water, and about to drown
He said I don’t want to scare you make you think its over
The way you talked I don’t think tonight,
I am incapable of being sober
I let my heart go to far
No matter how much you didn’t want this
No matter how much you tired
This is something that you cant change
There is a place in my heart where there is going to be a scar