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I don’t know what more I can do

I know that I am still in love with you

Your mind is telling you it’s over

But I hope your heart it telling you that we can start over

How can I prove it to you?

That I just can’t live without you

These last three days have felt like hell

Waiting for you to tell

What you really think.



You haven’t done anything wrong

It was me all along

I am the one that is holding back

And I see you’re struggling, picking up my slack

I am going to open up

I just hope that I am good enough

I am still in the dark from the past

And I am trying to get over it but it just keeps on coming back

I know I just should have listened

Then it wouldn’t be you that I am missing



I still feel the way I felt the first month

That I still love you

I haven’t been able to be stable

I want to try and I will if you able

To forgive a bleeding heart

I don’t know where to start

You wanted to know what I would be like without

Without you too depend on without you to help me hold out

I would be even worse off then I was the past few days

Holding on by a strand trying to figure out ways

That I could be back in your arms

Away from harm



Before I had you

There wasn’t anything I wouldn’t do

I usually drank, smoke, my pain away

Tried to forget what was really going on

As long as I put on a strong front and pressed on

My family seen speaking of feelings as a sign on weakness

Leaving me alone to reminisce

My dad thinks I am a sank and whore

I have learned to close those doors

What’s the point of even trying to open up him anymore?

My mother puts guilt trips on me every time I leave

I cant be all she wants me to be.

To be my little brothers mother

To be the cook, the laundry women, and the house cleaner

To go to school

To go to work

I can no longer uphold all my families’ expectations

Going to the store seems like a vacation  

  

The past three days I have cried myself to sleep

Praying that it my heart is the one you want to keep

I couldn’t even swallow

And entire meal knowing that my heart is full of sorrow

I could focus on the work I had to do

Knowing that you don’t think that I am still in love with you

Every time we talked I held my breath

Hoping that some of your love was still left  



You don’t know what I would do

For you to know that I love you so

That all I want is to see that simile upon your face

I to hold you in that sweet embrace

To take back all the time

I doubted that you still wanted to be mine

To take back the things I have done

To show you that I am the one

That wants to stick it out though thick and thin

To show you the really world I am in  

There is show much I don’t know

But I know thatI don't want you to go

I wish you could see that I love you so