I grab the knife
I am scared of what I am about to do
But I hold it steady
Letting the blade brake though my skin
The pain is deep within
As the blood drains out
There is no way this is a cry for help
As my blood drips on the floor
I hear a knock at the door
But u slowly walk away
I clean up the blood
I run to tub
To try to clean my arm
Form my self inflicted harm
But there is not doubt in my mind
That I will do this again tomorrow
I just want to run away
I would if I could
Wait….. I can
I just won't only put the knife through my hand
I sit in the tub
Waiting for it fill up with some water
My knife in my hand
Nobody can stop me from doing what I can
I take the knife slitting my wrist the right way
I was doing it wrong all along
My blood is draining
I watch the water turn red
I close my eyes
This how I choose to die