You act like life’s no big deal
I have no idea how you feel
This is just a warning sign
That everything is not going to be fine
You’re the one I am standing up for
But you keep slamming the door
It so sad
It makes me mad
How you don’t think I understand
But why do I have to find out everything second hand
Why can’t you just tell me yourself
Instead of getting the info from someone else
I am really sick of it
Our friendship is fucking bullshit
Instead of me going thought the roof
Please just tell me the truth
I don’t get it
Why don’t u tell me any shit
This is really fucked up
Life must really suck
If you are really embarrassed
To tell a friend what she missed
You push me away from you
So that there is nothing I can do
I feeling like I am melting
That nothing I say is helping
I know I don’t understand
But I thought I was your best friend
I thought you could tell me anything
But I guess that means nothing
I guess I will live like I am blind
And pretend I don’t see the signs
I just sit on the side lines
Waiting for my time