Its harder then it seems
Running the same routine
I was clean for a while
But its so hard to smile
My world is upside-down
All I can do is frown
I have tried to walk away
But this is where I always stay
Doing things I know are wrong
I have been playing this game along
Wanting to be some one I am not
This is one of the battles that needs to be fought
Being high is like an activation
It gives you a real good sensation
Of forgetfulness
Oh what a mess