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Trying to be There
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To my Friends I reach out
Having doubts
That you will understand
My reaching hand
So what he is druggy
That never bugged me!
But I wonder what he is going to do
When he is through with you
He says he needs some one to get high with
Well that’s fucking bull shit
Its obvious your both in it for the sex
More sooner then later he will be your ex
He will break your heart
And you will be back to the start
I am saying this from experience
You really need to hear this
He maybe sweet
And sweep you off your feet,
But to me ,It sound like he just wants to get into your pants
Just for a fling or a one night stand
Why so you think this is going to last
Just sit down and consider his past
I don’t know why you want to be like this
Why do you want to go through with this
Getting high everyday
Won’t make it go away
Getting high for a night
Won’t make everything all right
I know you probably won’t listen now
I want you to but I don’t know how
I know you don’t want to hear it
The truth is you fear it
Maybe I am angry and jealous
That something like that came between us
Maybe I am confused
Why you want to be used?
I don’t want you to feel this way
I don’t want you to stay this way
I want you to use your mind
That you left behind
I know that your life isn’t great
You say that’s fate
Your dad may seem like an asshole
Leaving you out in the cold
You mom may drive you crazy
But you have to remember your their baby
I know it may seem like you family suxs
Like you living your life on rocks
But you need to stay strong
Just try to get along
It may seem like your family is 4 people in 1 house
So you stay quiet as mouse
Because of the lack of communication
Your influenced to make the wrong decisions
I am no specialist or psychiatrist
Its your life I can’t tell you how to live it
But I can’t help you deal with it
Because you don’t tell me shit
You can’t hide out
And expect me not to find out
U could be in a pit
And I want to help you out of it
I wanta help you
I don’t understand why you do things you do
But I can’t help you
B/c you push me away from you
So here I stand
As your supposedly best friend
I want to talk
But you just walk
I want to give you hope
Make you smile without dope
But there’s nothing I can do
If you won’t let me help you
I feel bad that u feel that you can’t trust me
It frustrates me
I worry about you
And I don’t know what to do
So I will be here
Waiting without fear
I am okay with whatever you say
Just remember I will never go away .
I love you
