I thought you
Would be the one I could talk to
About what I am going though
b/c I thought you would know what to do
I know that you went though hell
And now that I slipped and fell
I thought you would be the one to pick me up
Instead you drop me down in the muck
You only care about yourself
only lies come out of you mouth
When I told you I wanted to commit suicide
And then you just said
“Go right ahead
But if u mess up
I am not going to be there to help u clean up”
I thought because you had experience
I though you could help me in this
I should have know I was fucking wrong
I should have known all along
Don’t worry if I do commit suicide
I will take your advice
And I will do it right
I will take every pill in every jar
Everything is going good so far
I am slowly dying
But I know one person that wont be crying
That okay because I am dead
I won’t see you see you shaking your head
But you won’t think what a shame
But in the inside you are the same old same