i know something is missing from here,
but i can't find it, search for it....
and it moves further away from reach.
some nights i scream with wanting it,
yet having it disappear again...
and i continue to reach as it slips away.
following paths untaken and memories
that were unstirred until this....
and i am always searching, missing it.
maybe someday i'll wake up and find
something that makes sense....
and that comforts my frozen heart too.
until that day comes i am lost in beyond,
unable to find it, search for it....
and i am always, always missing it.....