Turning cold now; can not move an inch.
My eyes freeze shut; trapped in the dark.
I've lost all touch, especially in my heart.
My loneliness weeps, and I am drained
Of all life.....fall forever into cold night,
Never again to see light of day or play.
Just stay away; hide in the cold place
Where all are safe from my chaotic ways.
And then no one hears, my screams!!!!
And then no one knows, I bleed inside....
The snow falls harder now, onto me,
Covers me up; a thick blanket of white.
Hides my ugliness from view and you;
Makes me beautiful like other scenery.
No one will ever find me, broken; dead.
No one will feel my pain, hurting; dead.
It's all for them that I am here, and for you.
Can't undo what's been done, but can hide.
Sorry I lied to them; don't think I'll return.
Stay here with my own self, alone; cold; dead.
This I've done, for them......and you.
Moving...This touches the part of me that has been depressed at times, feeling very much like the Shell under the Blanket of White.