I seem so fearless
but I'm screaming inside
I look like the truth
but I have so many things to hide
I try not to cry
I swallow my pain
Sometimes it seems like so much
I feel like I'll go insane.
Why am I so afraid?
If there is nothing to hide
So much running through my head
that I can no longer confide
I pace and pace with anxiety
it turns my stomach upside down
I try to ignore the possible
Why do I keep hearing that siren sound?
I seem so great
but I can be so ungreatful
I seem like the respected
but I can be the disrespectful
I find out the secrets
I find out the lies
I'm so immune to the anxiety
Everyone's immune to my cries
I cry because I have to
there's no other way out
I have yet to be comfortable
to see what this life is about.