I sit here hating
just want to be empty
just want to forget
this awful feeling thats tempting.
Scars coat my surrounding
pain is in the air
I walk around this place we call a world
with the people who don't care.
I twitch in sudden agony
numb feeling in my hand
wish I could walk away
from this horrid spot where I stand.
Looking for answers with the knife
trying to heal with having a child
there's so much in this life
we just want to get away for awhile.
Hate seeing dreams in my mind
constant reality in every way
please just take this tonight
fucken feeling, go away.