Everyday is filled with frustration
Each moment I think what is wrong with me?
Deep down
I hold onto my tightest fears
Hoping they will never be revealed
Each passing second increases in sorrow
But don't pity me
I pity myself for wasting all of this time on you
I just wish one day you will finally realize what you've lost
What you will never gain
I hope you realize all the pain you made me go through
Telling all of those lies
There is just so much bottled up inside
I fear one day
I won't be able to hide it anymore and I'll tell you what's on my mind
But for now I try to bite my lip not to expose the hurt
I try to keep it inside until the day I feel I am ready
So as each day passes let me be on my way
For tomorrow is the beginning of a new day