Anticipating a replacement

You have acknowledged some of your actions

But no changed behavior 

no changed behavior 

no progess to compare

Ommited truths are still a lie

I feel stuck

I see the person you are 

the person you hide

And the person you could be

if you opened up and allowed yourself to be vulnerable

 

When will I know if this is true 

or if your just waiting

For the real woman of your dreams

I don't believe you see me that way

You wouldn't pick me out of a crowd anyone

You once did 

8 years later

I'm not the same

I'm a fragment of the old me

You molded me into this thought of keeping the peace

 

At the end of the day

Everything is physical with you

Am I just an object to you

just like everyone else

nothing special 

nothing about me that you like

 

I just simply exist 

I'm here to please you

until you have someone else that will take my place