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Show me what to do
I know you feel my energy shifting
you Pretend to be attentive to me
i think your only watching and waiting for something
your not sure what I know
I am so sad
I'm not sure you even notice that
you chalk it up to being moody
I admit I am not myself
I am the version you created
you filled my head with these thoughts that you were my forever
to have this person lie to your face
no remorse
only retract the statement once I say I know the truth
I hate myself
i hate being this woman
you created her
you don't get to tell me how to feel
how to heal
every day is a struggle
I can't concentrate
I can't communicate
I pretend to be happy and fine
but in my quiet moments I can't control my mind
my thinking is overwhelming
I can't get it to stop
how do I
move on
i need full disclosure
I need the truth
all or nothing
I don't know if I can carry on this fictions smile
hiding back my struggles
my thoughts
my feelings
I just want to know what to do
I need another sign
god I am calling out to you
I am so heartbroken
so lost and confused
please help show me what to do
