I'm left in a position
I want to feel fought for
I want to feel loved
I feel this love is drifting apart
how do we get back to who we use to be
when I was your priority
the attention you get from others must feel nice
i can understand
I try to comprehend the reason why you do what you do
I'm sure it's hard for you to hate me
you love me
you love the idea of me
the mom
the career woman
the future spouse
but your no longer in love with me
for that you feel guilty
doing all these shady things hoping to get caught
hoping I will end it since you can't
you don't have the strength
i wish you could communicate what you need what you want
I want to comprehend what you need
even if it isn't me