I use to be able to stand myself
I use to be happy
I have never felt this insecurity
I want it to leave
you opened up this version of me
I don't know how to get back the old me
why did she have to leave
why did you do the things I know
why did your explanation not feel like an apology
why did I not get confirmation that these things would stop
you say that if we're here in a month your gone
what's the rush
you created this girl
she was not like this before
you broke me
scarred me
I would have never thought those things you've done
it sounds like someone elses story
not mine
but here I am day after day
never feeling the same
slowly desending into the abyss
I'm not sure how to get out of this
I wish you could help
I wish your words would mean something to me
your lies have proven I can't trust you
I have to do this on my own
i will crawl out of this despair
Once I reach the surface
I need to figure out what remains here