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already left
What happened to me
What happened to us
I can no longer trust you
You have made it this way
I am constantly crying burdened by the pain of your decisions
If I am hurt by something somehow it is now my fault
You make me feel like I am over dramatizing every situation
I don't think it's too much to ask for my boundaries to be respected
Why must you follow all these girls
why must you talk to these girls
why must you pay for nudes
telling me that isn't being unfaithful
the fuck it isn't
you wonder why i'm not the same
Youve completely changed my perspective of you
I don't know you anymore
I don't know me anymore
I want you to be truthful and willing to work
I'd be lucky if you even discussed the situation with me other than your 1-2 line sentences
Does almost 7 years mean nothing to you
Have you been doing this the whole time
I am so lost
I am so confused
What the fuck am I going to do
I will not allow this mistreatment which I already have
why doesn't it hurt you
when i hurt
why aren't you sad when i'm sad
you instead get upset wanting to leave
thanks for that security
now i'm left picking up the pieces again that you shattered inside
closing you off even more while i sill hang on and try to love you
it's inevitable
this will end
i don't want it to
but my inuition tells me otherwise
my insecurity will be too much as always
you will leave me
in a way i've already left
I'm no longer myself
