I hate this version of me
You have made me feel needy
I constantly yearn for your love and affection
Only to be constantly let down
What is wrong with me
Why aren't I good enough
Youve sheltered me from the world
From my true self
I constantly doubt your love
I doubt myself
I no longer have this confidence inside
I am slowly loosing myself
I don't think you've noticed
let alone cared
I don't know how much more I can take
I don't know how much I can stand
I am drowning in myself trying to make me better
For a man that won't give me his time
I fucking hate myself now
What have I allowed
I hate us
Why are we here
We need to end this
Otherwise I will find myself struggling for years