End This

I hate this version of me

You have made me feel needy

I constantly yearn for your love and affection

Only to be constantly let down

 

What is wrong with me

Why aren't I good enough

Youve sheltered me from the world

From my true self

 

I constantly doubt your love

I doubt myself 

I no longer have this confidence inside 

I am slowly loosing myself

I don't think you've noticed 

let alone cared

 

I don't know how much more I can take

I don't know how much I can stand 

I am drowning in myself trying to make me better

For a man that won't give me his time

 

I fucking hate myself now

What have I allowed 

I hate us

Why are we here 

We need to end this 

Otherwise I will find myself struggling for years