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Lost in time 

I can not get back

Lost in love

I can not receive

I sit here day after day wondering where we stand

I don't feel loved

I feel alone

you tell me you love me

you say to me that your faithful 

you say to me that if you didn't want to be here you wouldn't

then why do i feel this way

why do i feel that something shady is going on 

something your not being honest about

all the while i am here

slowly fading

loosing myself in thought

loosing myself in hope

I've lost myself for someone else

which is a fucking joke

Please just comfort me

tell me it's alright

tell me it's in my head 

I can't be the girl I was before I noticed these things

I'm a new broken version 

You don't even want to deal with this version of me

threatning to leave

How does that help my security by saying you'll leave

I feel more alone now than ever 

On my own

putting on a face for everyone

including my kids

no one will ever know 

the pain and pure sadness underneath 

I feel like a new person 

someone i no longer like

I try to add to my beuaty on the outside to help with the pain and ugliness raging inside

please have the conversation i desperately need

please don't string me along

I don't know our story

I don't know our outcome

I know what I want

I know what I love

I wish I felt that you feel the same way about me as I do you